Big Snotty Tears, yep.
I don’t know why but I’m having a really down day. I’m not sure if it’s the weather pounding the house with rain and the wind wailing like a lost child. Or the fact my SDs room is a tip and I know at some point I’ve got to wander into it’s murky depths and clean it (I’m being dramatic it’s not even that bad).
The final straw was when after cleaning the kitchen down in BBs first nap, I decided to make myself a smoothie for lunch. I get the coconut yoghurt out of the fridge and splat. It goes up the walls, drawers, into crevices and over the freshly mopped floor. I sit on the floor and big, sloppy, snotty sobs come out.
After about 5 minutes of sitting on the floor feeling sorry for myself, I give myself an internal shake and start to clean up the mess. I’m now sat on the sofa with a cuppa, bemused and a little uncertain by the reaction. I’ve read about PAWS but in my head I thought it would feel like a soul crushing low, not like an angsty tearful teenager. What’s everyone elses experiences with PAWS? Can it feel like this?
Happy windy Tuesday