I’m getting more and more nervous about this heart procedure. I notice the more nervous I get, the more I have to fight the overwhelming urge to stick something in my mouth. I’m craving alcohol, sugar (namely chocolate) and dairy (chocolate, cheese and pizza).
I keep telling myself if I still want it tomorrow, I can have it tomorrow in an urge to make these feelings pass. But in all honesty, I’m really struggling. I feel so antsy, unable to sit still, edgy, irritable and close to tears. A bath hasn’t helped and I dont think the delicious pinch of nom veggie burgers are going to hit the spot.
If all else fails I’m going to bed.
Tomorrow’s another day.