Last sunday swim today of this year. Going to really miss it.
Keep randomly crying today, not sure if its PAWS, hormones or the fact I’m convinced my operation is going to go horribly wrong so I’m going to keep this short and sweet.
Have a great Sunday everyone
Love
JS xx
Hope you feel better…a good nights sleep will do you well…remember those nights when you used to drink and not be able to sleep ….
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Thanks, I literally turned my phone off last night and went to bed ♡ struggling to sleep with the anxiety cant wait for it to be over (and sleep like a baby again). How are you?
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I’m good ish xx new post on the way
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Sending love! Nothing wrong with crying. I do often, there doesn’t need to be a specific reason… there is enough awfulness in the world to justify crying any time really. I know you loved the swimming, have you thought of doing something in its place now that it’ll turn cold? Yoga? I really swear by it!!
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I go through phases with yoga but it’s a good shout. I’m going to try pool swimming I think, if I can afford it. How are you?x
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It’ll be stress and anxiety my lovely friend. When is the operation? Our mind plays nasty tricks on us when we are worried. Sleep will help. Take care xxx
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7th October, isolating from the 1st so everything feel heightened. Cant wait for it to be over, the nervous anxiety is running like electricity through my veins xxx
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I can only imagine! Sending you all my positive thoughts and vibes. Try lots of things to relax you in the next week. Bubble baths with candles, easy yoga and meditation, chocolate and ice cream, girlie tv (I’m binge watching ‘This is Us’ and I’m obsessed!) and reading chic lit. Give that little girl of yours so many hugs and kisses she thinks her ship has come in. It will be fine. I just know it xxx
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Thanks so much, that’s such a lovely comment to read. She’s being so clingy atm and I’m loving it, lots of cuddles and kisses. I’m trying to lose weight for the operation as it decreases the risk. But after I’m sinking a toblerone (large) in one go 😂. Hows your son getting on with his arm xxx
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He was miserable as sin yesterday but is doing ok now thanks.
I wouldn’t worry about the weight thing now. A toblerone here and there will do you good in the run up. God I love toblerone … I can eat it until I feel sick and beyond 😂. Soak up those kisses and cuddles. Maybe she senses you are anxious so is clingy … make the most of it ❤️❤️❤️
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Definitely am lapping it up. Oh god dont get me started… after giving birth I formed a toblerone a day habit (cant moderate at all) and put on an extra stone in 2 months 🤦♀️. Must be so hard for him, it’s like double restrictions with lockdown and then being in a cast bless him xxx
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I’ve been teary on and off lately, too. Anxiety is a tough one. Thinking positive thoughts of healing for you! ❤ What a beautiful swimming spot!
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Have you heard of PAWS? I never had but it makes perfect sense. Hope you feel less teary soon too, sending positivity back at you xx
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Hang in there JS. Sending strength and hugs. 💕
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Thanks Collette much appreciated ♡♡
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I hope all goes well with your operation – sending you love 🙏
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Thanks Ingrid, much appreciated xxx
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Just go ahead and cry! It’s totally normal when facing something scary. Your operation is going to go perfect, and then you’ll feel better. 🤗❤️
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Thanks Leafy, that’s a lovely reassuring thing to read xx
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I am surely thinking of you and your upcoming operation! I am sending lots of love your way! As Leafy said it’s totally normal to cry when your facing something scary. I know I had my eyes well up in tears many times waiting for my daughters 9 hour operation to be completed. It’s those darn nerves! ❤️
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Thanks so much. How’s your daughter now ♡
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Much love, honey!
xo
Wendy
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Thanks Wendy xx
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