Day 150 – Oh Xmas Tree

So my SD is still at her mums, hopefully awaiting her covid test results. We have text a couple of times to ask her how she is, but so far those messages are being ignored. I hate not knowing that she’s ok and it’s even worse for her dad. I had loads of anxiety thisContinue reading “Day 150 – Oh Xmas Tree”

Day 111 – Halloween

It’s definitely starting to feel like Halloween in this house. The decorations are up, the tempers are fraught, the kids are being terrors (and not even in costume yet) and we’re nervously waiting out to see whether we enter another national lockdown. I notice I definitely eat my feelings (thankfully I’m not a fan ofContinue reading “Day 111 – Halloween”

Day 91 – HBD BB

Today is BB’s first birthday and we have celebrated with a Colin the Caterpillar cake. Like her mum, she adored her first taste of chocolate and here begins a beautiful love affair with the magic brown stuff. I can’t even describe the love I feel for my 1 year old daughter, it seems to beContinue reading “Day 91 – HBD BB”

Day 60 – Alcohol, the abusive partner

Today BB woke up in a grumpy mood. Possibly getting over a little bug they’ve had or teething or probably both. I had 3 hours to entertain them inbetween nap times and after playing with all their toys, lunch and an outfit change after a little accident we still had 2 hours to go. IContinue reading “Day 60 – Alcohol, the abusive partner”

Day 46 – Cravings

I’m getting more and more nervous about this heart procedure. I notice the more nervous I get, the more I have to fight the overwhelming urge to stick something in my mouth. I’m craving alcohol, sugar (namely chocolate) and dairy (chocolate, cheese and pizza). I keep telling myself if I still want it tomorrow, IContinue reading “Day 46 – Cravings”